Dear Lord Help Me

I hope that you will understand, that I am very tired now of helping my brothers and sisters. This time I want to cut all the help that I am giving them.

I know this is a big decision but I do really have to take care of my own family now.

It means me being independent from my mother. it means just me and my children will sleep in our house at nite time.

Be firm that Ate Carol and her childen will move out from the house. It means maybe helping her for the first month or maybe not at all. I’ve been helping her for so long a period of time. And this is enough.

Also my other sister, Jodie. Maybe I would like to extend her some more help but it will be never enough because I do not have the extra money for this.

All of this makes me tired, drains my energy. I think it is enough !!

I need to be relaxed. No responsibilities for them.

I will stop paying the electricity bill for the compound house. Donny should be responsible for this because it is his family that is using it. No matter how big my own problems, I am still responsible for their’s and it is still never enough.

God, I know that you have blessed me because I love my childen so much. And I just want to take care of the blessings that you have given to me.

Please guide me and teach me the right way to do it.

Thank you, Lord.

Lita